It would seem my “What do you want?” rant had an unexpected outcome I did not anticipate. Today, another day full of “Well damn I didn’t see that coming” revelation, it’s asking me, “What do you want?”

Now you might think that’s a simple thing, a simple question. Except, there are those weird times in life, when simple questions are no longer simple. You realize they never were; they were icebergs all along, appearing simple, but possessing an immense potential beneath the surface for those willing to swim around down there. It ain’t that simple.

I ranted my arse off yesterday – mostly cuz fire is fun, but I did not realize that rant was probably for me, as much as anyone else.

I’m sitting here today, aware, for the first time in my life, that what I want is actually important. I don’t think I had ever valued what I truly wanted. It’s weird to even think that. It’s an illogical supposition, because wanting implies value. How can you not value what you want? Even I’m confused and I was doing that. Continue reading »