Some of you know I’m in the midst of my second round of The Sophia Code. We’re working with Mother Mary this week and as she did in my first round, she’s poking a whole lotta stuff, within me and within the collective through me, that has to go. These are things, beliefs, that are not rooted in love. The first time, it all released as I was trying to speak the words of the initiation. I could barely speak as waves and waves of emotion released. This time, what’s left to transmute has come in the days leading up to the initiation. Every day this week, she has been prominent in the mornings, poking things until they flood to the surface. These intense emotional events are shorter this time however.
As I started Mother Mary’s initiation today. I called in EVERYONE around the universe to participate so if you felt the power of The Force earlier, well… there you have it. If you need anyone to remind you of just how much power you possess, I suppose I’m that person to remind you. I have no qualms about calling in the entire universe to witness a seemingly small event I co-create with them. Each person who moves the ball down the field of their divine embodiment, moves the ball for the entire universe. It’s never a small thing.
Many things transpired. I won’t get into that here, but as I came out of the experience, I felt compelled to speak various things to various people. The audio clip below is one message I sent to a group that’s preparing to start The Sophia Code later this month or early March. Perhaps there’s some wisdom in there for you too. Read the transcript as you listen »
Transcript
Well, good afternoon. What time is it? It is afternoon. I just finished the Mother Mary initiation with my current group. So I am in a bit of a space right now. There might be some long pauses in between my phrases. Do not be alarmed or think I’ve lost it. I am navigating multiple realms of reality all at once right now. There are many things that are striking me, and I wanted to share. I’ve shared some of these sentiments with some people from my first group, and then I did so with my second group, the current group, as well. And so I want to share some of these with you guys now as we move into this process together.
This is a mixed group. Everyone in this group is very, very intuitive in their own ways. And some of you may already know yourself from a divine perspective, and some of you may not. It does not matter. It doesn’t matter. I’m going to tell you the point to this dissertation first, and then I’ll ramble about it. The only thing any of us ever need to know for sure is whether we say yes to this path of embodying our divinity, or if we say, well, not today. It would be a rare case that someone would say no. We come down here, all of us, all of us have this overarching goal to embody our divinity. That is the entire purpose of this experience on this particular planet. That is why we are here. All of us are here. We have sub-goals that could be very unique and individual to each of us.
But that one is a goal for everyone; it is an ultimate goal to embody your divinity. So at some point, you will have an emphatic yes. And until then, it will be some degree of yes. Whether it’s today or tomorrow or next week, it doesn’t matter. But that is the only thing you really need to know. And if you find yourself asking, why am I doing this? I don’t know why I am doing this experience. Why am I called to do this? Did I say yes accidentally? Was I pressured by somebody else? Am I doing this because I’m lost? Whatever.
Whatever those doubts are that go through your mind, cast them out. There’s only one thing you need to know. Ever. Ever. If you are ever that lost, there’s only one thing. Return to it. Do I say yes? Am I saying yes to embodying my divinity? To following this path of increasing awareness of my divinity?
Yes, or maybe tomorrow. That’s all you need to know.
There are people all over our awareness who like to position themselves as experts and icons of spirituality. If you’ve heard my rant about icons, you’ll know I don’t find them entirely useful. And by icons, I mean people who position themselves as thought leaders or spiritual leaders or leaders in any sense. All of us in this group will do this ourselves. The minute you open your mouth and speak your truth, you in a sense position yourself as a kind of leader. But I differentiate even more than that. It’s more subtle. There are those who take it further and identify with themselves as “I have this wisdom and you don’t.” And they may have great intentions. Why am I even going down this tangent? Now I’ve forgotten. Oh, yeah. It’s really simple. Just say yes to embodying your own divinity.
These icons, when we don’t know, when we’re lost, when we feel like we don’t know what we’re doing or which way to go, “I have this giant heart. I want to save the world, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.” I don’t know entirely where everyone’s political position lies. And for the record, I don’t care. I don’t want to know. I am very, very far beyond the political spectrum. However, it still serves as a good analogy in some respects. You may believe that your position is correct and the rightest because you think you’re coming from a place of love. Many icons out there believe they’ve been tasked with being this leader and they should be the light for all those who are lost or don’t know where they are or which path they’re on or even the direction they’re going, whether it’s “correct.”
We all follow these very confident icons from time to time. But I’m telling you, that is not necessary. The information those people have and communicate is not necessary. That is their experience alone. It’s their experience of being a translator. And they sort of need an audience to fulfill the whole picture of that experience of being leader. You do not have to participate in anybody else’s experience if you don’t want to. You absolutely do not need to. You can help them. If you listen to them and follow them and proclaim their wisdom as the truth, you are participating in their experience, not necessarily your own. If you’re needing to have an experience as a follower, then you are having an experience.
But you aren’t following your own innate leader in that situation, in that case. So this whole dissertation here is about making this very simple in case you’re feeling complexity. And this experience with the Sophia Code, your mind may feel that way. Your soul won’t. Your heart won’t. It will know it’s at home. But your mind and your ego, they may have a time of it this first time through.
The simplicity of it is you’re either saying yes or you’re saying not today.
So my invitation to you, and perhaps this is Mother Mary partially speaking through me today, the invitation is to make this very simple for yourself.
Do you feel yes in your heart or not today?
If you feel yes in your heart, then focus on that feeling of yes and allow it to expand. Focus on yes and allow it to expand in your heart. Allow it to expand so you really feel what it feels like to say yes. Because in that frequency of saying yes, to this path of embodying your divinity, will come all the things that you want. You will feel it in the frequency of yes.
And these other things coming up here, turning off the social media, that distracts us from yes. It distracts us from the simplicity. All those, even if our social media is filled with these icons of spirituality, proclaiming their wisdom — their wisdom — and having their experience of being a leader, even if it’s filled with that so-called positive stuff, spiritually directed stuff, it is not your stuff. It is a distraction. It’s a distraction from your own sense of YES.
When are you going to say yes?
Are you saying yes today or are you going to say yes tomorrow?
One of these tomorrows you will know and feel and say YES! and then you’re going to allow the frequency of yes to expand your heart. And then everything you wanted will be within that frequency. That’s the invitation. That’s the message today. It’s that simple. There’s nothing else to know. Do not look around at everybody else and say, “Why am I even attempting this? Because I don’t know that. I don’t feel that.” The only thing you need to know and feel is whether it’s YES today or maybe YES tomorrow.
All right. Amen. Huzzah.
