It would seem my “What do you want?” rant had an unexpected outcome I did not anticipate. Today, another day full of “Well damn I didn’t see that coming” revelation, it’s asking me, “What do you want?”
Now you might think that’s a simple thing, a simple question. Except, there are those weird times in life, when simple questions are no longer simple. You realize they never were; they were icebergs all along, appearing simple, but possessing an immense potential beneath the surface for those willing to swim around down there. It ain’t that simple.
I ranted my arse off yesterday – mostly cuz fire is fun, but I did not realize that rant was probably for me, as much as anyone else.
I’m sitting here today, aware, for the first time in my life, that what I want is actually important. I don’t think I had ever valued what I truly wanted. It’s weird to even think that. It’s an illogical supposition, because wanting implies value. How can you not value what you want? Even I’m confused and I was doing that. Continue reading »
I’m going to have to start recording music here if these currents continue. I feel like the divine has been camped out in my little townhouse. I feel like I’ve been living in a heaven on Earth. It’s literally in my kitchen, in my dining room, in my bedroom. It has become my reality. There are angels here with me, and I feel a number of ascended types standing behind me watching these words… they’re whispering words to me.
I grapple with saying things like that, because obviously that sounds completely weird-ass-woo-woo. Who says that shit? What are you smoking? I assure you, there are no drugs involved here. That is indeed my current experience, but it’s not the result of a drug or even some spiritual practice designed to artificially induce such feelings and sensations. I might argue, I didn’t even ask for it … except that I did. Continue reading »
Christina said something interesting to me. Well, there’s a conversation going on between some of us about how we might present ourselves in certain situations. I made a joke that I sometimes make, that, “You have to love me anyway.” I’ll say this to people when we’re sort of joking about traits, or I will be self-deprecating because I find that funny. It’s my sense of humor. You got to get used to it. But I’ll do that and then I’ll say, “But you have to love me anyway.” Read the transcript while you listen »
The concept of the consciousness of water and its ability to respond to external influences has been a topic of fascination and study for researchers and scientists around the world. One of the most well-known figures in this field is Dr. Masaru Emoto, whose groundbreaking work has shed light on the potential of water to reflect and interact with human emotions, intentions, and environmental factors. Through a series of experiments and observations, Dr. Emoto and other researchers have provided compelling evidence to support the idea that water possesses a form of consciousness and can be influenced by various stimuli. Continue reading »
Today, a special entry in the historical log of Suzanne, or whatever names I’ve gone by over the eons. Today my heart is wide open; my vessel is empty of its fears. I am free. As I felt into this, this morning, the wisdom around this process began to flow into my awareness. I wrote a number of things on Facebook to a select group of friends, and I’m sharing them here as well. I did not take the time to rewrite this in a more formal way. Things could be stated in better ways. Think of it as the play-by-play commentary as it unfolded 🙂 Continue reading »
I am helping Will and Allison Brown to catalog, and make public, all their questions and answers they’ve channeled over the years. As I do this, I’m coming across some eye-opening wisdom and I got permission to share some of this with you before it’s all public.
The following bit was given in response to a question about how to more clearly hear spirit guides, but this wisdom is notable in general, as far as pursuing a greater state of being, in love and peace.
Our lives, or I should say, the system of living that has been constructed for us, was designed to continuously distract us with rules that never truly fit us. This noise, telling us we, as we truly are, are not “right,” traps us in an endless maze, where we expend all of our energy trying “to be right” enough to be accepted by others, and more so, by these very systems that have no inherent value. Think about how China has used “the social score” to judge its citizens in this way. While we don’t have that here (yet) in the United States, we do it to ourselves, and everyone else, unconsciously. Continue reading »
Ever wondered how astrology could possibly work? Most people don’t care – they don’t care because they don’t believe a rock, floating in space, could have any influence on us, or they don’t care because they know it just works and don’t need to know how.
In this video, I lay out another perspective, fostered over many years of spiritual work. Astrology for me was always a fascination, not so much on the collective level, but more so on the personal level. Too often I inadvertently changed the lives of others when I looked at their charts and revealed the magnificence I’d see. Each of the 12 signs brings super powers to the bearer and when you point this out to someone, they tend to demand (like I did initially), “What is this voodoo?!?”
I offer you this perspective. It’s not perfect, but it doesn’t need to be. It merely expands the picture in a way that might help you root your own theories to a greater degree. In any case, enjoy. View full post and transcript »
The Law of One material, also known as the Ra Material, is a series of channeled books that delve deep into metaphysical and spiritual concepts. These teachings were channeled by L/L Research in the 1980s and are said to be a conversation with an extraterrestrial being known as Ra. The material covers a wide range of topics, including the nature of reality, the purpose of life, the Law of One, and the evolution of consciousness. Continue reading »
This image just moves my heart. As an Aquarian with a Pisces Moon in the Scorpio house, it depicts exactly how I feel and how I generally approach everything.
I’ve been waiting to display this image. I use MidJourney to generate these images. I don’t waste a lot of time concocting elaborate prompts but sometimes I get surprising results. This one struck me. The color is luscious.
Earlier in my life, I used to prefer that everyone express themselves in a similar manner, socially. I preferred this, not out of some bias, but more from a place of efficiency. You see, it’s just plain more efficient if we understand each other instantly, and get on with things. The autism leaves me easily confused when there’s too much input to process in the moment.
However, these days, I sort of enjoy the initial song and dance that some display as they introduce themselves to me. It’s like meeting an alien for the first time. With intrigue and delight, I think, “Who is this crazy creature before me?” I still need direct communication to avoid confusion – your song and dance can send mixed messages, but I do appreciate and enjoy the display of someone’s unique frequency and I think the world is a more colorful and fun place for that reason.
This image spurred some interesting emotions. Who knows how many ways, out in the cosmos, that consciousness takes form, and how it wishes to experience the beauty of love of creation.
It’s official. I’ve let it go. I’m done with “the mission.”
These past 2-3 months have been rough. I can only imagine it gets rougher if you don’t release those things that can’t go forward. Everything is on the chopping block … every perspective, every belief, every habit, and most importantly, deeply rooted fears running unconscious programs within. My humorous joke about always being on a mission from God wasn’t entirely humor. All humor has roots in some reality. For me, that statement was more about my intention. I had a goal and I wasn’t going to fail. I just wasn’t sure what the goal was entirely.
However, within the last year, the awareness of it began to set in. It wasn’t anything I was going to do. It was simply the act of being. So many spiritual people grapple with this … I feel the call, but what do I do? Surprise. There’s nothing to do. The big secret is, and was all along, to be.
Now, from where I sit with this, I can say it’s a bit more nuanced than that. It does require the alignment with the core frequency of creation. I explain that in all of my videos. But after you grasp and master that alignment, everything else magically appears, including what you’re going to do. Spoiler -> it’s whatever keeps you in alignment. So that’s what I’m doing. I’m deepening my alignment to this core frequency of creation. It’s called love. And from there, I’m just going to be. THAT was the mission all along. It never was anything I was going to do. It was always what I was going to be.
This is what is being left behind. This is what I’m releasing – this narrow, short-sighted perspective that there’s something to do. The freedom from this will transform everything else in my life. I already see it. I’ll do only what I love, what keeps me in aligned with love – I love working on my astrology software so I’ll do that. I like making videos. I’ll probably do that too. I like sharing my path around these things. I’ll definitely continue to do that. But most importantly, I’m just going to be the frequency of creation.
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