Ah vey, Maria! Once again, we visited her chapter in The Sophia Code book study. And once again, she poked that wound every chance she got. LOL. Love her. Love them all.
I’m strangely nervous and anxious today. My hands are sweating and my stomach has that pre-I’m-gonna-lose-my-cookies feeling. This is not normal, not for me. It’s been in the backdrop of my awareness for the last week as I begin to move through The Sophia Code again. I’ve completed Isis. I’ve completed Hathor. Both weeks I feel like I’ve been purging some deep stuff out of those lower chakras, not to mention the unreal experiences of merging with my higher self. I’m on the edge of a divine dance I cannot describe. Maybe I’m nervous about that, but that’s again, not like me at all. I’m usually quite cavalier about this whole process. Continue »
Mmmm … you get to a point where you know you’ve slipped through the gate. Sheer, intuitive propulsion blazes a path before you, and leaves no trace of your footsteps behind. You look back momentarily, but slip through the gate, knowing no map to this point, will ever exist. Continue »
I’m sitting here at my computer again, today, immersed in yet another moment of unfolding revelation. The path of the deeply devoted spiritualist never fails to stun. This time it’s about orchestrating a life rooted in a tremendous sense of loss and abandonment, the shadow aspect of Divine Mother. Continue »
A new year. It feels like mere minutes since this time last year. Over Christmas of 2024, I experienced profound moments of bliss as I felt the presence of many divine masters with me. While I spend my holidays alone, by choice, I was not alone. The love of these ones who surround me can be overwhelming, yet soothing. It’s a divine peace you just can’t find in the 3D world, so I spend most of my time far beyond it. Continue »
More and more, I am understanding what it means to be a serpent bearer. This is a truly astounding process. It’s going to be difficult to find succinct language to describe it. The bit I can convey today is, own your own shadow. Spend 100% of your energy on your own work. Others will reflect where your pain points are. Let triggers show you where to focus, but remember, the mirror where you caught your reflection, is not the problem. The problem is reflected in the mirror. Freedom comes with the proper perspective. Continue »
Death is on our doorstep. I know — this post may be provocative. Moving on. The Sun is, astronomically, leaving Libra on the 23rd. It will then entire the constellation (not sign) of Scorpio for a total of six days, arguably the most potent days of the year. Scorpio represents the archetype of death, the “I’m done with this shit,” aspect of human life. If you don’t feel this brewing yet, you will. Continue »
I opened Facebook today to be smacked in the face with a screenshot I posted last year, of my phone’s home screen … an image of Mother Mary on 11/11 at 11:11AM. Just prior to this, I had been mumbling to my guides and mentors, “You need to show me how to do this, you need to show me how to do this!” That screenshot, of Mother Mary on 11/11, 11:11, was surely not a coincidence, as I was intending to proclaim, “I’ve figured it out!” What that is, and what my guides and mentors “need to show me how to do,” is probably more than I can explain in this post, but this story will unfold as the days and weeks and months go by.
We are moving into a death process. In 12 days, the sun will move into the constellation of Scorpio. Yes, I’m speaking astronomically, not astrologically. I will explain why at a later date, but for now, realize the sun is still in the constellation of Libra. When it moves into Scorpio on the 23rd of November, we’ll begin a 6-day process of death. Scorpio rules death, a process whose purpose has been intentionally clouded with fear. There was a reason for that, but again, I’ll elaborate later. You may already be feeling this process. I’ve been in it for at least a few weeks, and when a friend asked about my “funk” the other day, I said, “I think it’s going to get worse.”
I saw a meme in my feed today. It wasn’t unlike something I’d post. It has a tone to it, pointed and provocative. Like me, the author was attempting to stir the pot, in order to get people to realize their perspectives are intentionally kept small, by themselves. It said something to the effect of,
“Sovereignty is not given, it’s taken. (Your) shit will be dismantled. The matrix doesn’t want you to wake up, because then you’d be uncontrollable. This is the rise of the ungovernable. You must be a warrior and burn things to ashes. Stand in your power.”
The point to my post today is that, when you say something like this, it’s quite difficult to encapsulate it as well as you might intend. There’s a whole lot of context missing here, about spiritual sovereignty, and without it, this statement could be wildly misconstrued. Continue »
I continue to experience the emergence of my higher self through my body. It’s such a strange and wonderful feeling; it’s hard to describe. I’m increasingly aware that my higher self has the agenda and despite how my human responds, and despite how I perceive everything as the middle-man, that agenda is the only thing that’s unfolding. My human can protest. I can protest as well, but it’s clear that my higher self will continue to illuminate perspectives until I see the light, and remember, that I agreed to this. Yes, I can protest. It’s feedback to the higher realms, but ultimately my job was, and will always be, to observe. What my higher self is orchestrating IS what I wanted. It’s just hard to remember that down here in 3D, where my own shadow continues to blind me. Keep reading »
I love this. I have been one of those people complicating the process. My process definitely doesn’t look like anyone else’s. It’s mine and mine alone but with saying that I recognize how often I thought it had to look like someone else’s did. It’s part of the beauty of being an individual. 😘🙏❤️
Amen sister. On top of all that, the astrological atmosphere, and the incoming energies are gonna push us all through this process one way or another LOL. We can’t fail 💜
I’m starting to see this in my experience too. These energies have been non-stop and I find myself shedding more and more. As that happens, I suddenly see things in ways I never saw before. It’s just happening and I’m kinda blown away by it.
I’m experiencing an interesting perspective today, or you might say it’s a broader awareness … of how the higher self increasingly blends with the human aspect, and then unfurls its agenda. It feels like I’ve reached some kind of tipping point, where my human self’s awareness of my higher self is somewhat equal, or at least close to equal. The awareness of my higher self’s agenda is clear enough today, to see how it must blend with the human. The human isn’t entirely on board with the higher self’s agenda. The higher self has to very gently bring the human along, to a point where the human understands, and consciously surrenders to the will of the higher self. I sense my human navigating these things the higher self is unfurling. I sense the consideration from the human side. It’s a funny experience to be conscious of this now, and it makes me think about all the coaxing our higher selves do throughout our lives, that we never consciously notice.
If you caught part one of this saga, you may remember that I became aware of an issue with self-loathing during a hypnosis session with Christina Brady. The second part of this saga is almost unbelievable. I thought my issue with self-loathing was resolved after my experience with Sophia that one Saturday afternoon, but that was only one event in the unfolding story. In truth, this situation is much larger and more significant than I can explain right now. It’s still unfolding nearly two months later!
More of this story began to unfold when I finally had a chance to sit down and watch some YouTube videos piling up in my queue. My friends Samantha, Allison and Will (Out on a Limb Podcast) had posted their April Oracle Cards episode nearly a week before I got to it and I was floored when I got to the end where Allison did her bit. When you watch this clip, it’s notable the emotion she was feeling, but I sat there listening to her, doing math. I was trying to determine when exactly they filmed that episode because I started to suspect that her reading coincided exactly with the moment I was calling out to Sophia that Saturday afternoon. Keep reading »
What a massive post! I had talked to you about bits and pieces of this but I hadn’t fully taken time to go through it all yet. Thank you for sharing this.
Right? I knew when we started to discuss a session that something significant was up, but I could not have imagined all this … another case for your line of work 💚
I’ve been loosely following this situation with you and I have to say, this is one of the craziest spiritual experiences I’ve ever witnessed in someone else LOL. Thank you for sharing these things because, again, I see my own experiences in a greater light because of it 😘
Wishing you all an illuminating full Moon in Scorpio today. If you have placements in Scorpio or the 8th house, this could be a very potent experience. Yesterday, I had Metatron show up and whisper something to me about tarot’s High Priestess and later, spirit delivered a bombshell message via this video. It has stopped me in my tracks. Illumination landing … not just about me, but I suspect, many like me … those of us on the edge of this spiritual evolution … the deep empaths and the truth-tellers … those who, as children, were “too much.” Read more before watching »
Bravo! This is definitely a perspective I have not seen from before and it’s giving me much to ponder today. I can see how so many of us could have developed these coping strategies. I was too sensitive and too emotional as well.
Serious initiates on this path of ascension … follow L/L Research. It’s mind boggling how much information is out there now, literally laying down the truth in front of our faces. Two of the biggest bits I’ve been digesting over the last year, are two bits noted in this quote from Q’uo: 1) We live in an illusion and 2) It’s all orchestrated. What follows is a brain dump about those two bits. Read more »
Are any of you suddenly aware of ducks? In the last 24 hours, a friend of mine posted a video of the ducks that swim in her pool. Then I had four of them show up right outside my house (to make a nest – no water in sight). And this morning I see Amanda Lorence is posting a video of ducks. This cannot be a coincidence. I don’t trust animal symbolism websites. What’s your take on this? Read more »
I’ve said it. I have a dissertation about love brewing. This is not it, but it starts to get at it. Love is the way. That’s not simply a nice cliché. It _is_ The Way, but to truly understand why, you have to walk The Way, and that takes faith. All of us spiritual folk, we love to hurl these nice sentiments all about, but it’s hard to grasp the deeper meaning when you haven’t arrived yet, at the point on the path where that reality exists in its full expression. You gotta keep moving! Read the transcript while you listen »
Jesus was not the only one who grappled with leaving the safety of his tomb. You probably face the same challenge. I did too and leaving the tomb turned out to be one of the most significant moments of my life thus far. Read the transcript while you listen »
I’ve had a very “human” week. I had new windows installed over the last two days and I’ve been prepping for that since this time last week. As a software developer who sits at a computer all day, every day, that amount of moving was not easy. I was moving heavy stuff around. I was up and down ladders, taking drapes and shades down. I had to pull (lord knows how many) guitars and one full-size electric piano, out from under my bed, and then try to find other places for everything, that was still, out of the way. On the backside of the window installation, I’m reinstalling shades and drapes, moving heavy stuff again. I strained my back just to make sure I remember what being human is all about. Keep Reading »
This is a fantastic 10 minute bit that follows along with my commentary last Sunday. The line in here that I found most interesting was (paraphrasing), “You can criticize what a person says or does, but if you go further to suggest that is who that person is, their identity, you create an enemy in your own mind, and that is a dangerous thing to do, because it strengthens the unconsciousness in the collective energy field and produces a corresponding reactive effect in the other.” Keep reading »
Mother Mary had a theme brewing this past week. So many stories from others, including those in my own life, indicating we have a choice now, to continue to look outward and to point fingers at that which we believe steals our peace, or to look inward and discover the root of that projection. Where is it that we aren’t generating that peace for ourselves? This post is about how to embody your sovereign nature. Read the transcript while you listen »
A friend of mine used to refer to this process as the fusion of light within life. Years ago already, she was guiding people through this process … as much as could be done at that time. This week I find myself notably in the midst now, of this fusion, or blending, of my divinity and my humanity. I can’t articulate why I say that, exactly. I just feel it. It’s a feeling of complete openness to my divine self. There is no barrier between me, in my human form, and my divinity. I’ve been floating around in that divine space for a good 3 years, working to breakdown what remained between it and my literal feet on Earth. However, this week, I became distinctly aware that there was no longer anything blocking the channel. It’s wide open. The problem is, in order to achieve that, I set aside my human experience to an extreme degree and it now has to come back into balance. Keep reading »
The following is a section of conversation from a session I did with Will & Allison Brown on July 8, 2024. Together they run Palm & Lotus Publishing where you can book a similar session for yourself. If you’d like Will to channel for you, request a personal channeling. In these sessions, Allison facilitates the flow of conversation and asks the questions you’ve provided. In this particular session, we asked my higher self to clarify the definition of Christ consciousness. Read the transcript while you listen »
I am at peace. It’s the first time, in many lifetimes. This is the story of how I became aware that my own self-loathing was on the list of things to go, and of the list of characters that helped make it happen. Read the transcript while you listen »
Good morning, good afternoon, good evening wherever you are in the world. The following content was originally recorded, then transcribed and then edited for clarity. I’m re-recording it again, to provide it in audio format for those that prefer listening. Off we go. View the full post and transcript »
Some of you know I’m in the midst of my second round of The Sophia Code. We’re working with Mother Mary this week and as she did in my first round, she’s poking a whole lotta stuff, within me and within the collective through me, that has to go. These are things, beliefs, that are not rooted in love. The first time, it all released as I was trying to speak the words of the initiation. I could barely speak as waves and waves of emotion released. This time, what’s left to transmute has come in the days leading up to the initiation. Every day this week, she has been prominent in the mornings, poking things until they flood to the surface. These intense emotional events are shorter this time however.
As I started Mother Mary’s initiation today. I called in EVERYONE around the universe to participate so if you felt the power of The Force earlier, well… there you have it. If you need anyone to remind you of just how much power you possess, I suppose I’m that person to remind you. I have no qualms about calling in the entire universe to witness a seemingly small event I co-create with them. Each person who moves the ball down the field of their divine embodiment, moves the ball for the entire universe. It’s never a small thing.
Many things transpired. I won’t get into that here, but as I came out of the experience, I felt compelled to speak various things to various people. The audio clip below is one message I sent to a group that’s preparing to start The Sophia Code later this month or early March. Perhaps there’s some wisdom in there for you too. Read the transcript as you listen »
I’m not going to paint a colorful picture of everything I have to say today. It’s too much to incorporate into one post. So much so fast. I should say it that way. It’s never too much for me. But everything is coming FAST and intense right now. I know you know what I mean.
Yes, I’m in the midst of re-doing The Sophia Code. Yes, I just read Green Tara’s story last night. But what I’m going to say here is what transpired after I finished reading her introductory chapter and my head hit the pillow. Continue reading »
I have moved fully out of time now, and in to cycles. I find it hard to write anymore. My awareness is difficult to translate into words. I become aware of these grand perspectives and the minute my mind tries to organize the experience into concrete terms, I lose the experience entirely. I understand my role within the lingering 3D experience, but the realities beyond 3D are downright stunning. All the pieces are falling into place. The path is illuminated. It’s definitely not territory for the mind to conquer. No, this is the heart’s journey.
This content was originally recorded as a voice memo and transcribed so the language and cadence is a bit different than my usual style. As I’m not an anchor, I didn’t take much time to edit this, but the text below can be significantly different than what you’ll find in the recording. Either way, I hope you find this illuminating. View full post and transcript »
Deep thoughts today … we’re so often burdened by expectations tied to ideals we wish to pursue. We desire to follow a path, but wonder if we can even measure-up to the definitions of that path set by those who (supposedly) walked it previously. Many old-world types attempted to position themselves as the poster children for those paths, as if that kind of path was theirs to define for others.
“I want to follow a spiritual path,” we say, “but am I doing it right? Am I thinking and acting in spiritual ways?” Continue reading »
It would seem my “What do you want?” rant had an unexpected outcome I did not anticipate. Today, another day full of “Well damn I didn’t see that coming” revelation, it’s asking me, “What do you want?”
Now you might think that’s a simple thing, a simple question. Except, there are those weird times in life, when simple questions are no longer simple. You realize they never were; they were icebergs all along, appearing simple, but possessing an immense potential beneath the surface for those willing to swim around down there. It ain’t that simple.
I ranted my arse off yesterday – mostly cuz fire is fun, but I did not realize that rant was probably for me, as much as anyone else.
I’m sitting here today, aware, for the first time in my life, that what I want is actually important. I don’t think I had ever valued what I truly wanted. It’s weird to even think that. It’s an illogical supposition, because wanting implies value. How can you not value what you want? Even I’m confused and I was doing that. Continue reading »
I’m going to have to start recording music here if these currents continue. I feel like the divine has been camped out in my little townhouse. I feel like I’ve been living in a heaven on Earth. It’s literally in my kitchen, in my dining room, in my bedroom. It has become my reality. There are angels here with me, and I feel a number of ascended types standing behind me watching these words… they’re whispering words to me.
I grapple with saying things like that, because obviously that sounds completely weird-ass-woo-woo. Who says that shit? What are you smoking? I assure you, there are no drugs involved here. That is indeed my current experience, but it’s not the result of a drug or even some spiritual practice designed to artificially induce such feelings and sensations. I might argue, I didn’t even ask for it … except that I did. Continue reading »
Christina said something interesting to me. Well, there’s a conversation going on between some of us about how we might present ourselves in certain situations. I made a joke that I sometimes make, that, “You have to love me anyway.” I’ll say this to people when we’re sort of joking about traits, or I will be self-deprecating because I find that funny. It’s my sense of humor. You got to get used to it. But I’ll do that and then I’ll say, “But you have to love me anyway.” Read the transcript while you listen »
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