I am David.
David, David, David, who are you David?
I am David.
I’m not going to paint a colorful picture of everything I have to say today. It’s too much to incorporate into one post. So much so fast. I should say it that way. It’s never too much for me. But everything is coming FAST and intense right now. I know you know what I mean.
Yes, I’m in the midst of re-doing The Sophia Code. Yes, I just read Green Tara’s story last night. But what I’m going to say here is what transpired after I finished reading her introductory chapter and my head hit the pillow. Continue reading »
I spoke to my guides, angels, archangels, galactic brothers and sisters aligned in love, as I always do. But I could also feel the Sophia Code mentors very close to me, encircling me. I asked or invited them to come closer. It’s not often like this where you can feel these ones so intensely. This was one of those nights. I felt them very close – it was like a group hug.
Then something very surprising happened.
David has entered the chat.
I became aware of another “one” with us, except he was much more with me or in my room, in a closer dimension than the mentors were. I said, “Who are you?” even though I knew. He responded,
“I am David.”
When I was very VERY little… I was aware of a dark-haired masculine someone who was always with me. He was one of few words, a silent smile and infinite grace. He formed my idea of the perfect male and I somehow came to assume this was a sign of one I would eventually find and marry. You know how we are as little people, but I believed that for decades … probably into my 30’s. I can’t remember now. Eventually after years of 3D life and never finding David, I let him go into the ethers of my unexplainable youth.
Where is David?
Well, he was now with me, in my bedroom, amidst some of the most renown ascended masters who seemed to be creating some kind of gateway for him. I kept feeling into the situation, trying to understand what was unfolding. I kept saying, aloud, “I am David. I am David. I am David.”
Now I’ve done enough soul fragment work to know what that is and how that feels when it happens. This was infinitely more clear. I don’t know exactly what this was, but considering it came with my Sophia Code work, I’m going to say David is a parallel lifetime that is now unifying. This is a byproduct of these initiations.
I am David.
It seemed very clear in the moment, that David never was someone else, not a guide, not an old friend, not a loving ancestor attending to a sweet child. No, he was me. I am David. I was him, all along. He is the one of few words. He is that one of silent smiles. He is such a beautiful example of the masculine.
There’s lingering emotion around him not being what I thought. My mind had come to believe that when I find David, I could finally rest and settle back into my feminine. I wanted this divine partner, so I could focus on what I do best and not have to be all things for myself. You see the funny paradox here from a spiritual perspective. The mind and ego have you always assuming what you want and need is outside of yourself. Where’s my divine partner to complete this circuit?
It’s part of the spiritual process, as many of you know, that you come to realize this unity actually happens within you. The divine partner is that aspect within that has yet to be unified. I don’t know if David is the manifestation of my divine masculine, but the experience here seems to suggest something like that. He was an ever-present comfort for me as a young child. He sent me off in a lifetime to find him. I looked everywhere outside of myself. I never found him there. I haven’t thought about him for a long, long time.
So I found myself with him last night, “I am David.” He continually reminded me, “I am David,” except I was saying the words… I … I was David. He settled in with me as two dragons spiraled around us and settled as well, encircling us, almost as a field of protection. There were waves of emotion that unleashed then. I felt them in the periphery of my experience and tried to avoid them, but when these Sophia Code mentors are around, they have a tendency to provoke that in me ugh. So there was a period of gasping for air through tears and then wild, uncontrollable laughter… both of which release a lot of stuck energy. I let it unfurl and pass.
I am here now. I am David.
About The Image
Many hours later, I came to awareness within a dream where a hummingbird had flown in the window of a building I was in. The physical space felt like a storefront of some kind, not large, but a space maybe 20′ by 20′ and big windows up front facing a street. I was with someone who I think was my dad when this hummingbird came in the back window and sat on my right shoulder. I was stunned.
I didn’t move. I didn’t want the bird to get scared and fly off again. But he didn’t. My dad was intrigued and watched. I told him not to make any sudden moves. I walked across the room, back to my work and I sat down at my desk. My dad followed. The hummingbird sat on my shoulder like a sentinel – he wasn’t going to move at all. Nothing would disturb him. Someone came in the door. I gave her the big eyes like, “Don’t be loud – I have this bird on my shoulder!” She was then intrigued as well.
I kept thinking what’s going on here with this bird? It seems to know very well what it’s doing and it’s acting very intentionally. How am I supposed to interpret this? That bird was here to stay and despite its apparent delicate nature, it was a powerhouse of intention, strength, stability and devotion. “I am here to stay,” this bird indicated, “and I will not leave your side.”
