Suzanne Boben

I’ve had a very “human” week. I had new windows installed over the last two days and I’ve been prepping for that since this time last week. As a software developer who sits at a computer all day, every day, that amount of moving was not easy. I was moving heavy stuff around. I was up and down ladders, taking drapes and shades down. I had to pull (lord knows how many) guitars and one full-size electric piano, out from under my bed, and then try to find other places for everything, that was still, out of the way. On the backside of the window installation, I’m reinstalling shades and drapes, moving heavy stuff again. I strained my back just to make sure I remember what being human is all about. Keep Reading »

I’ve felt the ascended mentors giving me space this week. I haven’t felt them as present as they usually are, because they know as well as I, that if I hear even one whisper from spirit, I’ll sit down and tune in. I won’t do my “human” things. That experience alone shed a lot of light this past week. It revealed just how much energy I’ve poured into my spiritual pursuits. It’s eye-opening how unaware we can be when we do this. I know I’m not attending to human things — I see the dishes pile up in the sink — but I never realized, before, just how much time I was spending tuning-in, and listening in to the greater realms of spirit.

It would seem, that this return to balance between spirit and human, this cross, or this intersection of spirit and matter, is now at the top of my agenda. I’ve been saying this now for the last two weeks … I feel the blending, or the fusion happening. What a miraculous process this all is. It’s not simple, yet, if it’s yours to experience in this lifetime, it will simply unfold.

My communication with spirit is clear and obvious. Those things I need to address and dissolve, they become obvious. I realize I don’t need to know how to do any of it; my human doesn’t need to know. My spirit knows, and it just does it. I now see, very clearly, the division between human and spirit. <insert jaw drop> I see how the human operates in virtual ignorance, all while your spirit unfolds its grand plan. I’ve given most of my energy to my spirit over the years, but now I see why balance with my humanity needs to occur. This is the fusion process, the blending.

I don’t know about you, but I find it apropos this is happening around Easter. I plan to spend my weekend deep in the bliss of this entire process. I’ve come a long, long way to do this. The last week of being human nearly broke me. I do *not* like to be pulled back down into 3D. My body hurts. I prefer the peace and bliss of spirit. But there is a point to being here, in form. It’s to bring that spirit into this form. I’m realizing I don’t have to sacrifice one to have the other. In the past that was true, but it no longer is.

Easter weekend is a time to remember these things. There were innumerable great spirits that came with Jesus to demonstrate this process, this blending, this fusion of our great light, into life. Jesus was not the only one who attained this fusion of Christ consciousness in that time. Mother Mary did it. Mary Magdalene did it. Many others achieved this. They were all here to play their parts, to make way for the one who had the best chance of surviving long enough (physically) to demonstrate it on a world stage. There were many however, just as there will be today, in our time.

Look for the synchronicities, the patterns in your life over the last few weeks. I’ve just completed a week of arduous human work that nearly broke me. I’m saying yes to my own grand plan in this lifetime. I’m planning a resurrection for Sunday.

All the love sweet friends.