Suzanne Boben

I continue to experience the emergence of my higher self through my body. It’s such a strange and wonderful feeling; it’s hard to describe. I’m increasingly aware that my higher self has the agenda and despite how my human responds, and despite how I perceive everything as the middle-man, that agenda is the only thing that’s unfolding. My human can protest. I can protest as well, but it’s clear that my higher self will continue to illuminate perspectives until I see the light, and remember, that I agreed to this. Yes, I can protest. It’s feedback to the higher realms, but ultimately my job was, and will always be, to observe. What my higher self is orchestrating IS what I wanted. It’s just hard to remember that down here in 3D, where my own shadow continues to blind me. Keep reading »

There’s a realization that has occurred over the last week or so, that in truth, deep spiritual growth is not as mysterious or as complicated as we might think. We hear stories about monks in far away places who dedicate their lives to this pursuit, and therefore we assume whatever it is they achieve would be impossible, or infinitely more difficult, for us in the west.

This is true to some degree, but not for the reasons we may think. Spiritual mastery, I now see, is far less mysterious and far easier than I realized. Yes, it is a process of opening into greater perspectives, but what’s actually difficult is letting go of those things preventing that expansion, what we incorrectly believe reality is, what we’ve been conditioned to believe, about the world, the cosmos and most importantly, ourselves. It’s the untrue, unconscious framework we’ve adopted that has to be unraveled, dissolved and released. This is the challenge. Most people have anchored their egos and pride into that incorrect framework. The thought of being something, being human, without it, is almost impossible to imagine. I am finding however, that the more I unravel, dissolve and release it, the more the truth of our nature and existence simply emerges. The peace that comes with this is tremendous, and knowing this kind of peace is, I think, what makes way for that unshakable sense of sovereignty.