Suzanne Boben

Serious initiates on this path of ascension … follow L/L Research. It’s mind boggling how much information is out there now, literally laying down the truth in front of our faces. Two of the biggest bits I’ve been digesting over the last year, are two bits noted in this quote from Q’uo: 1) We live in an illusion and 2) It’s all orchestrated. What follows is a brain dump about those two bits. Read more »

Viva la Illusion

It’s really hard at first to push yourself toward this perspective that we live in an illusion. I see it, I feel it, I’m impacted by it. How can it not be real?

This is the first secret -> we’re only impacted by the _experience_ of something, not its “reality.” No thing exists outside of the idea of it. Things exist because either you, or a group of us agreed to entertain the thought. When you/we do this, we call the building blocks of creation to form around the idea. This is why it’s stated, “You are not solid entities.” Nothing is solid. All things are ideas that magnetize an illusory form. Our eyes are designed to perceive that illusion. Within this illusion then, we say, “It’s real!” but in a reality where “material” is deisgned to magnetize to thoughts, it’s just illusion.

You see, it becomes a practice of rising out of the experience to see the machine generating it. This is not easy. We want to believe what our eyes show us, but those things we see are nothing more than the ideas we entertain. When you begin to see from this greater perspective, you can then address the distortions of your thinking.

The Orchestration of The All

The second bit there … all is orchestrated. I was not a fan of this idea early on either. How does this work with free will? I’m not some robot in an virtual reality RPG. I have my own thoughts and I make my own decisions!

Well … sorta … 😂 This experience we call reality, is more like a VR RPG than most would ever want to admit.

Once again, it requires that you rise out of the illusion to see the machine creating it. It’s a stretch to grasp this, but Source/God is the one “thinking” here. Source is dreaming the thoughts of creation, and we are the manifestations of those dreams. There are a lot of details in between us and Source who dreams us, but it’s sufficient to know, we ourselves are illusions of Source, and Source becomes aware of the experience through us.

I have to use thrid-person language here to explain this, but in truth, there is no third-person. We are Source, aware through each dream that is you and me.

Imagine daydreaming … and in your daydream, you imagine having 10 grandkids. You can focus on each child and conjure all the details you want for each one. You can even step into the experience of those dreamed children to experience the feeling each one possesses. This is what Source is doing. We are the children Source is dreaming, and through which its experiencing a “reality.”

What you think is real. Thoughts are real. The experience of your thoughts is real. Some of your thoughts, when given enough energy, project into what you call “reality” and you’re not even aware YOU did that. This is why it is said, “You create your reality.” But those things are not real. It’s similar to say, yes, I see myself in the mirror, but the reflection of you is not you. It’s not real. It just appears that way. It’s an illusion.

So, Source is dreaming us and Source determines the dream for each of us. The dream we’re in is not real, but our awareness within it is. We are that bit of awareness of Source … also why it is said, “We are all God.” There is only one being here. We are all just a bit of that Source awareness experiencing its own dreams in this illusionary experience.

But how are things orchestrated then?

Well, again, it takes some effort to loft yourself out of the illusion, to see the machine in action. There is no time outside of the human illusionary experience. Everything happens all at once, and Source dreams an individual experience for each of us. It’s a little simplistic to say Source decides what your life will be like, but in one sense, that does explain it. So it magnetizes the illusion around the thought and creates the experience of “you”. Note I said “experience of you,” not “reality of you.” The experience of the illusion is what is felt and processed. There is nothing real about it outside of the thought. You (as Source awareness) are the only real thing, but you probably don’t understand that you are that Source awareness either.

I’ve come to understand the orchestration to some degree. It’s more of an acceptance. It’s difficult for the mind to understand. What we do, is actually, not of our doing. Source is dreaming the details of the experience. We are the bit of Source peering through it to have the experience — just as you do when you daydream about whatever it is you desire, or are trying to process. You peer through the daydream to feel what it feels like. Source does the same thing. 

See I told ya. It’s a mind-bender … and there’s far more to the mechanics than what I lay down here, but it’s a key point in the proces, to come to this understanding. Our experience within this illusion was intended. There was a purpose to the dream we call “you”. It’s scripted to a significant degree, but there is leeway. Part of the dream is to see, what the individual who’s dreamt, would do in certain situtions. Source says, “Hum … I’m curious what someone would do when faced with the choice between a red car and a blue car.” So Source writes this event into the experience of the dreamt individual and then experiences the choice in that way. The dreamt individual does have leeway to some degree. They may include a third choice, green! They may refuse to choose, but regardless, they will face the choice. That’s how freewill works. It makes more sense when you realize you are Source choosing all the details for an experience. The freewill occurs at that level and is a simplified version when within the illusion.

So as we navigate within this illusion, you begin to realize, and relax, around the events you experience. I am not the doer of these things. And to be clear, it’s the ego that’s learning this, not the Source awareness that you are. The ego is the one that has to come to terms with all this. Source knows it’s dreaming the experience, but the ego perceives itself to be separate and independent and the doer and controller of all events.

It is not.

It is clouded by its distorted sense of survival. The ego evolved to assist with other illusory elements within this playground … things like dinosaurs. You see Source likes to dream all sorts of things and sometimes Source puts them all in the same playground, perhaps unwisely, and they notable disrupt each other. The ego evolved in humans as a mechanism for survival of the illusion. The playground is purposely cut off from Source awareness to a great degree – it is what makes the illusion possible – because the phrase, “… can’t unsee …” applies to Source too. If we as Source awareness were aware of all this I just explained, we’d no longer play the game or get wrapped up in the belief its real. We have to forget who we are to have a genuine experience of the illusion, but ultimately, the purpose and goal of all this, is to remember that very thing.

Ok, those are my deep thoughts for today.

All the love dreamers ❤️‍🔥

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The channeled session from which the quote above was taken, can be found here:
https://www.llresearch.org/channeling/1991/0120