Author: Suzanne Boben

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    Spiritual Mastery Is A Process of Letting Go

    I continue to experience the emergence of my higher self through my body. It’s such a strange and wonderful feeling; it’s hard to describe. I’m increasingly aware that my higher self has the agenda and despite how my human responds, and despite how I perceive everything as the middle-man, that agenda is the only thing that’s unfolding. My human can protest. I can protest as well, but it’s clear that my higher self will continue to illuminate perspectives until I see the light, and remember, that I agreed to this. Yes, I can protest. It’s feedback to the higher realms, but ultimately my job was, and will always be, to observe. What my higher self is orchestrating IS what I wanted. It’s just hard to remember that down here in 3D, where my own shadow continues to blind me. Keep reading »

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      First off. I tried to “like” this post on your site and it gave me a “forbidden” notification. lol.

      And now to my thoughts. I love this. I have been one of those people complicating the process. My process definitely doesn’t look like anyone else’s. It’s mine and mine alone but with saying that I recognize how often I thought it had to look like someone else’s did. It’s part of the beauty of being an individual. 😘🙏❤️

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    The Higher Self’s Agenda and How It Blends With Its Human

    I’m experiencing an interesting perspective today, or you might say it’s a broader awareness … of how the higher self increasingly blends with the human aspect, and then unfurls its agenda. It feels like I’ve reached some kind of tipping point, where my human self’s awareness of my higher self is somewhat equal, or at least close to equal. The awareness of my higher self’s agenda is clear enough today, to see how it must blend with the human. The human isn’t entirely on board with the higher self’s agenda. The higher self has to very gently bring the human along, to a point where the human understands, and consciously surrenders to the will of the higher self. I sense my human navigating these things the higher self is unfurling. I sense the consideration from the human side. It’s a funny experience to be conscious of this now, and it makes me think about all the coaxing our higher selves do throughout our lives, that we never consciously notice.

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      What a wonderful experience! I think this give me some greater perspective for my own world.

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    Part 2: Life after the dissolution of self-loathing

    If you caught part one of this saga, you may remember that I became aware of an issue with self-loathing during a hypnosis session with Christina Brady. The second part of this saga is almost unbelievable. I thought my issue with self-loathing was resolved after my experience with Sophia that one Saturday afternoon, but that was only one event in the unfolding story. In truth, this situation is much larger and more significant than I can explain right now. It’s still unfolding nearly two months later!

    More of this story began to unfold when I finally had a chance to sit down and watch some YouTube videos piling up in my queue. My friends Samantha, Allison and Will (Out on a Limb Podcast) had posted their April Oracle Cards episode nearly a week before I got to it and I was floored when I got to the end where Allison did her bit. When you watch this clip, it’s notable the emotion she was feeling, but I sat there listening to her, doing math. I was trying to determine when exactly they filmed that episode because I started to suspect that her reading coincided exactly with the moment I was calling out to Sophia that Saturday afternoon. Keep reading »

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      Christina

      What a massive post! I had talked to you about bits and pieces of this but I hadn’t fully taken time to go through it all yet. Thank you for sharing this.

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    Full Moon in Scorpio, 8th House, Avoidant Attachment Style and Sovereignty

    Wishing you all an illuminating full Moon in Scorpio today. If you have placements in Scorpio or the 8th house, this could be a very potent experience. Yesterday, I had Metatron show up and whisper something to me about tarot’s High Priestess and later, spirit delivered a bombshell message via this video. It has stopped me in my tracks. Illumination landing … not just about me, but I suspect, many like me … those of us on the edge of this spiritual evolution … the deep empaths and the truth-tellers … those who, as children, were “too much.” Read more before watching »

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      Suzanne, I resonate. You may be the 👸🏻🪄 but you lived up to Metatron’s request for the High Priestess today. Happy full moon.

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        Suzanne Boben

        Always appreciate the humor and the feedback Jaime ❤️

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      Teresa Phillips

      Bravo! This is definitely a perspective I have not seen from before and it’s giving me much to ponder today. I can see how so many of us could have developed these coping strategies. I was too sensitive and too emotional as well.

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        Suzanne Boben

        I remember you this way too. Now, do we all go to therapy together? 😂

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    My Sophia Code Dragon Tribe alter

    If you’ve read The Sophia Code, you’ve probably considered building an alter for yourself. Maybe you already have! I’ve never been an alter type of person, but my recent IKEA project opened the door for it. What a cool experience! Read more »

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    We live in an illusion and it’s all orchestrated

    Serious initiates on this path of ascension … follow L/L Research. It’s mind boggling how much information is out there now, literally laying down the truth in front of our faces. Two of the biggest bits I’ve been digesting over the last year, are two bits noted in this quote from Q’uo: 1) We live in an illusion and 2) It’s all orchestrated. What follows is a brain dump about those two bits. Read more »

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    More human things!

    In the middle of this ascension process, I find myself integrating all this expansive spirit, back into my human experience. In a session last week, my higher self politely suggested not to put this off any longer. So I’m back to hanging IKEA cabinets and organizing my human stuff, so I can, later, immerse myself in my sanctuary, to write and record about it all. That said, IKEA went and revised their suspension brackets, so rather than using some I already had, I have to buy new ones SMH. This project will resume next week. Also, fractions get harder as you age! 🤬

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    Merging my astrology software

    I’m in the process of merging my astrology software with my personal website. This wasn’t the original plan, but wisdom suggests it was always the plan. It’s been a learning process for over 20 years, and I’m reaching the point where I can make this available to a public audience, for free. It generates both natal charts and full-blown interpretive reports. Keep reading »

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      Suzanne when do you estimate this will be ready?

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        Well, I’m not sure yet, but I’m going to try to have things up and running by end of May 2025. I will absolutely post something the minute it’s complete tho 😀

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    What’s with the duck symbolism suddenly?

    Are any of you suddenly aware of ducks? In the last 24 hours, a friend of mine posted a video of the ducks that swim in her pool. Then I had four of them show up right outside my house (to make a nest – no water in sight). And this morning I see Amanda Lorence is posting a video of ducks. This cannot be a coincidence. I don’t trust animal symbolism websites. What’s your take on this? More »

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      I can’t speak to the ducks, but I can so relate to the pull between a spiritual and physical life. I’ve found in the last few years that whenever I get too disconnected from my human experience, something happens to quickly – and not so subtly – remind me that I chose this life for a reason and its not time to abandon it yet. Recently I’ve realized the joy in this life, even with its challenges. And the spiritual life gives it so much vibrancy! Cheers to being human my friend! 💕✨

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        I was just sitting here, almost in tears, thinking about how I was going to navigate this new phase. I am so glad you’re on a similar journey ❤️❤️❤️

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      Infinity mentioned this same duck thing in a video on Monday, four days after you did. Just saying 😂

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        😮 You cannot make this stuff up! I haven’t watched her since late last year so I didn’t see that.

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    It takes faith to discover love along The Way

    I’ve said it. I have a dissertation about love brewing. This is not it, but it starts to get at it. Love is the way. That’s not simply a nice cliché. It _is_ The Way, but to truly understand why, you have to walk The Way, and that takes faith. All of us spiritual folk, we love to hurl these nice sentiments all about, but it’s hard to grasp the deeper meaning when you haven’t arrived yet, at the point on the path where that reality exists in its full expression. You gotta keep moving! Read the transcript while you listen »

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    Feeling agitated? Look at the current astrology

    I don’t do too much pontificating around astrology these days – mostly because every day, these days, is a wild orchestration of challenging energy. Look at this line up of energy: Mars is now in opposition to Pluto, and the sun is square to both of them. We won’t even mention they’re all in fixed energy, Leo, Aquarius and Taurus, respectively. You might notice as well, that Black Moon Lilith, also square Mars and Pluto, is in opposition to the Sun, in Scorpio, completing the fixed-energy grand cross (red lines). Upheaval is the word. If that’s not enough, North Node, Venus and Saturn are coordinating their own side-drama, a shake-up that grabs your head and points it straight at where you’re failing to follow your destiny in terms of what you love, where your passion lies. I love it. I love when the universe holds mirrors to our faces. We often get a lot of leeway (to keep our hearts in the sand) but not any more. Time is up. Stop lying to yourself and choose what ignites your inner fire. The universe is sending you a message. ❤️ Continue »

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    Scorpio Placements Know and Accept Shadow

    Truth. I will actually love you more, and I will not judge either.